He thinks of Stolas hiding behind the menu. Or all the things he was constantly saying, calling up with horny tirades and calling him his 'big dicked Blitzy' that just reinforced the idea that this is all just a sex thing. It's not entirely Stolas's fault, though. There's part of Blitzo that wants what they have to be more, but at the same time he's terrified of the idea that Stolas wants their relationship to be more, terrified of getting invested...terrified of getting hurt. Talking about what happened at Ozzie's will force everything out into the open, and it won't leave any room to pretend the Stolas doesn't want more.
"It's complicated. It's not your fault. I'm just a fucking mess."
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Date: 2023-06-19 09:35 pm (UTC)"It's complicated. It's not your fault. I'm just a fucking mess."